I Miss This So Much!!!

Oh my..I feel like it has been forever since my last post! It has been forever and I feel horrible. I started something and I feel like I have not been committed to what I have started. How do everyone juggle everything that they have to do and maintain their sanity! The kids and their summer activities, the issues with the house and the ex plus now I have to deal with going back to school in September is becoming overwhelming for me just thinking about it. Is there an end? I feel that I have been able to cope so far but the one thing that can drive me over the edge may just be my ex-husband! Can you imagine two people caring and loving each other but not being able to not argue or seriously disagree with each other in a matter of minutes? Better yet...your ex not being able to comprehend that being friends can just mean being friends? Well, I know very well that these things happen and that they truly exist and I would like them to go away as fast as they came! The best form of peace for me is being able to get along but how sad is it learning that this may not happen! Ok, I am getting cross-eyed trying to stay up because I was determined to finish this today! Part II of the saga continues!